I don´t car for much at all

I just don’t know anymore. It’s like nothing really matters anymore and everything is kind of grey, alright then, different shades of gray. Then there are things that will cheer me up for a while. The fact that Goodgrip.co.uk are specialist in tyres and alloy wheels for all kind of cars I just one example. I can get a kick out of lots of stuff still but not quite as often as before. I know it probably just a phase and it will all be better soon. I sincerely hope so at least. Maybe I’m just trapped in some bad way of thinking. I could be dragging myself down here but it doesn’t feel that way not at all actually. Now maybe I should do something about this. Yeah. If you don’t feel happy about a certain situation then you should. At least that’s my opinion.

Reality

Reality is nothing but an evil weird hologram. I will not stand for this anymore, I going to tear down the curtains. I just don’t know where to start yet though. This is what I know. Everything you have been told is a lie, nothing is what it seems, a stone can be made of water, love is hate, a dog is a poem, hate is a rose, don’t breathe air, I eat words, flowers killed Kennedy, insects run the government, lauritz.com, I am everything, I am not. It is hard to comprehend at first, isn’t it? But you’ll have to. That way we can take the liars down and expose their filthy schemes. A lie is only great if enough people believe in it. If they do not then it’s just a rumor. But right now it’s the truth that’s being obscured. There could be a war raging that we’re not even aware of. But I am on to them. I shall not rest till all is revealed.

Surveys

I have had some good times on present job but the questions is if isn’t time call it the day now. I have just been asked to (or required rather) do a major survey on how or customers see our bills, both the e-versions and the ones on paper. How insanely boring! But work is work, right. My initial reaction was to see if I could weasel myself out the horrifying task somehow. That however doesn’t seem to be pull-off-able, much to my dismay. I’ve got to get myself together if I am to keep my job, salary and a stab at a decent way of life. On that same note I’ve got to fend off my seemingly natural born resentment for tedious repetitive chores. But there’s just might be another way. I have read quite a lot lately on subject of professional survey tools. If I am lucky enough I might come by a company who can provide me with some fantastic device which hopefully will make my mission a great deal easier. That would be sweet.